My eyes are up here (Topless Tuesday)
All the cool kids drink coffee from mason jars.
Falling asleep to this.
So, I always knew I was pale, but this is ridiculous…
Yet another bleak day in Stillwater.
Because with all of the shit that’s happened within the past 24 hours it sure as hell feels like I’m in one.
My ex boyfriend and I broke up a while ago because he said that he was gay. It sucked. But I got over it. It wasn’t like I could change that.
The months go on, we go our separate ways. Him claiming how happy he is and how he finally feels comfortable with his true self. Blahblahblah…
Then the other night he messages me saying that he’s not gay.
He only said that he was because he’s scared of commitment and didn’t know what to do about staying with me forever. Dude. We were in highschool. The odds of that are slim.
So the only reason he let this get out of hand is because right after we broke up I told my mom the reason why. So she decides to talk to his mom about it because Shortstack thought his mom knew. She didn’t.
So my ex, Josh, decides goes along with it when his mother confronts him. And then it just spins out of control.
And now he’s telling me how he regrets everything that he did and how he misses me and he doesn’t blame me if I hate him.
I don’t know how to feel right now.